All I Want For Christmas Is You!!!!

well first off id like to say MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone and i hope you all got what you wanted... i know i did ;)

iv been super busy lately, been running around getting everyones christmas presents, i finished college last week for the holidays and i had to get a whole Photography Project pretty much done in a day... well the portfolio part of it anyway and let me tell you that takes agessss..... -sighs-

so thats what my day have been filled with  for the past week, presents and seeing friends i haven't seen since september... its been fun!

so its christmas night at 11:47 to be exact [christmas day just goes to fast] im sitting with my family, well there all sleeping while im drinking wine...

iv been incredibly spoilt this year and im very thankful for all my presents...

so the list starts, i got:

-Make Up

-Shoe's [Dr Martins and some new Reebok high top Trainers]

-Clothes [Fall Out Boy t-shirt, some new plain tops, a jumper, skinny jeans, some cardigans...]

-Panic At The Disco note book that im going to turn into my new lyrics book

-CD's [Tracy Chapman was one, i love her]

-DVD's

-my friend got me a necklace and bracelet made that has donuts on, cause he calls me her Donut and she's my Bagel!

-Ipod Touch

and most important of all....

-a new Swift Bass Guitar which is pink...

-plus loads of other stuff i cant remember right now!!!!

so tomorrow i dont know whats happening, probably go home tomorrow late morning, chill out at home for a while then go out somewhere....

so for now! fair well.... i shall keep you updated on what i do =D

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!

- VivaLaChezzyBear! <3>

The Cold Ones!

In the shadows of the night

is where he lies

Deep in the darkness

is where he cries

Hes a monster of the night

yet she feels safe

There's an edge of guilt that lays over her

If only she could go back to that day...

The day when he became the monster and take it all back...

They were in love, to be married

It was a surprise

A gift from her to him

to show how much she appreciated him

It was simple

A night full of life and love

but sadly ended in tragedy

He took his last breaths and whispered

'Our Love will last forever as I walk the nights alone, I Love You'

Night Like This...

It was one of those nights

You know the ones where you wish you could understand what is it that makes you feel this way

sitting in her room, alone

It was only yesterday she was happy

standing in the park wrapped in his arms for the last time

tears threatening to fall

The feeling of a thousand butterflies going crazy in her stomach made everything seem right

the look of love in his eyes as he he pulls her closer

the wind blowing around their bodies filling the small gaps between them

If only this could last forever but they both knew it couldn't

Clouds that look like giant puffs of smoke rome the sky above them

opening up to let drops of rain hit the ground around them

Would she see him again? Of course she would

but for now its goodbye and they sealed it with a kiss

as the rain began to pour 

Sitting in her room 

tears falling freely

she knew she had lost him forever

memories of what she had made the tears fall more

If only he could be here with her

moving the stray hair away from her face and placing it behind her ear

Would this feeling last forever?

The feeling of loneliness and regret

Wiping the tears away as they fall

she lays down on her bed and closes her eyes, wishing for the feeling of happiness and love

when a pair of warm hands touch her waist and wake her from her thoughts

looking into his chocolate brown eyes

The feeling of loneliness disappears as she embraces him in a hug

"I Love You" he whispers with a kiss

It was just a night like this...